15/7

Message today was absolutely wonderful! In Christ, there is nothing to fear. No problem is too big for God; He rules over ALL problems.

There was this song that we sang in church...it sort of touched me. I looked the song up, and I've found that its title is 'Overcome'. It's simple but awesome.

School life is hard and a real chore, but with God we can smile at the storm, no matter what it may be. Jesus died for EVERYONE, and he lives forevermore. That's why I don't have to be afraid of tests and exams and whatnot.

http://girls4godmagazine.com/faith.in.God.jpg

197 days into 2012, I think.

12/7

I can't comprehend how having a fringe can give others a 'bad impression' of you. 'Mirror foreheads' are such turn-offs. To me, this is the problem of Asian society. They always stress the word 'discipline', with some people giving extra emphasis ie. 'discipline'.

Discipline is not about having extremely neat hairstyles or conforming totally; the thing about asian society is that it encourages conformity, not individuality. Probably that stupid Confucius's fault. What an idiot he was.

There isn't anything wrong with having bangs or a fringe; I simply cannot understand why I have to push all the hair covering my forehead up to one side. Ultimately, it's just all self-righteous talk.

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Anyway, I have started revising for my tests! yay tests! Usually I detest them horribly, but this semester is an exception. I've got something i want to do and I'll work towards it. (too many I's)

And on one Wednesday there's English, A.math and Geography. Talk about the most unholy of combinations. But what's got to be done has to be done. I expected something like that anyway.

Guess I'm starting to get bored.

10/7

Midweek will arrive tomorrow!! Time passes whether you're caught up in a whirlwind of work or relaxing and frittering your time away.

Sometimes, the journey to the end is terribly drawn-out and tiring, but at the end there's definitely victory. As Christians, we can run the race with certainty that victory is ours. With God, it's righteousness, nor religion.

The test period will commence next week; I'm determined that I will lose to NO ONE. All things are possible...there isn't such thing as no full marks for math or no A1s for language. With God, nothing is impossible.

God bless everyone; 192 days.

9/7

"And though the wrong seems oft so strong, God is the Ruler yet".  --This is my Father's World

Being a student in Singapore is hard...with things like trigonometry in both A.math and E.math, all those chemical formulae for Chemistry, extra lessons and whatnot. Sometimes, everything seems so terrible and hard.

But I'll never forget that this is God's wonderful world. The shining stars, the gentle wind, the mellow sun...God speaks to us in so many things. And so we must never, ever lose heart!

To me, math isn't easy, but the battle is not done. So long as I keep doing my best, God will prove Himself. He's never ever failed me once. We have to endure till Jesus comes. As our faces are different, our needs and problems are different. But all the same we have to endure!!

I pray a little prayer for all the Christians in the world, that we may find joy in the midst of adversity because we know that our God is greater than ALL our problems. I pray that we all endure bravely till the Lord Jesus comes!

191 days into 2012, thank God.

神様の世界

これは神様の世界。だから，私は決して諦めないだよ！絶対に！本当に，ありがとう，神様！ありがとう！

This is my Father's World (English Hymn)

This is my Father's world,
 and to my listening ears
all nature sings, and round me rings
the music of the spheres. 
This is my Father's world: 
I rest me in the thought
of rocks and trees, of skies and seas;
his hand the wonders wrought.

 This is my Father's world,
the birds their carols raise,
the morning light, the lily white,
declare their maker's praise. 
This is my Father's world: 
he shines in all that's fair;
in the rustling grass I hear him pass;
he speaks to me everywhere.

 This is my Father's world. 
O let me ne'er forget
that though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet. 
This is my Father's world: 
why should my heart be sad? 
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring! 
God reigns; let the earth be glad!

6/7

'Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened' --- Dr. Seuss

Many a time I've wondered why good times have to end. Why don't the nice things stay constant in life? But now, I won't cry anymore...but I'll smile because they happened. God was gracious enough to let me have those good times, and I'm grateful.

So I'll smile because all those good times took place. With this, I believe I can face the future with unblemished strength. There're always things to look forward to in life. Terrorists and natural disasters exist, but so does mercy and grace.

After all, the fact that we're here means that we have something to strive for. It's different for everyone, but I do believe that we'll find happiness again along the way. ^ ^

3/7

And so it's July...the hottest month of the entire year along with August. There'll definitely be some dog-nights when I'll think about all the slurs I've received in my life and get upset over them one by one. But never mind that.

The thing that has been annoying me for the past 7 months is the harsh fact that everyone seems to be pining their hopes on that class. Candidly speaking, it sickens me. It's always ___ this and ___ that. For goodness sake, I believe that every class has the same ability.

What a sad thing that elitism still exists in this world. To be sure, my world is rather small, but that's the point. It isn't fair that some classes should get 'advantages'. I speak from personal experience, but this year it has grated on my nerves more than ever before.

And that is why I shall endeavour to get that back. Nothing is impossible with God. If you do your best, then He'll definitely do the rest. I don't doubt Him, because He's always proven Himself. That's why, I'm going to commence operation 'C.C'.

Thank God for His blessings.

P.S. summer season for anime has officially started!!

彼たちが嫌いだよ。勝つだ，僕は！頑張ります！