15/4

Listening to Yiruma's music never fails to put me at ease, especially River Flows in You and Kiss the Rain. But then, I adore Hope as well. That guy has pure talent.

School is terrible and there're so many annoying things in this world, but thank God for the really beautiful and sublime things as well. Things like this kind of music, rainbows, showers in the evening, kindness and anime (for me) make life worth living.

All this shows that God is still the Ruler yet...and He'll always be. Come what may, just lift your eyes above all the filth that this world has and look at the things worth looking at.

http://sssip.files.wordpress.com/2011/10/rainbow21.jpg

There's always hope in this world for those who believe in it!!

*Trusting God, hard.

14/4

It's SPRING!

As I type, the sakura in Japan are in full bloom: they really must be a sight to behold. The pink is almost impossible to describe...it's pale but not too pale and mellow but not too dark. Words do fail me at times, I guess.

http://japandish.com/images/2008/ueno-sakura.jpg

Still, I'm not always over the moon when spring arrives...it merely means that the stupid Mid-year examinations are coming. Drat exams...they make me miserable. But I simply have to ace them.

But the mellow and rich beauty of autumn is definitely comparable to that of spring.

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The sad thing is that the End-year examinations take place during the fall.

BUT...summer and winter are free from examinations. (yay!)

I'm taking a respite from studying (not that I study very hard). But breaks are needed.

105 days into 2012...I think so.

10/4

もういいですよ！ この学園が嫌い…本当に嫌いだよ。あのつまらないのビイル；好きじゃない。本当の友達がいません。

 

でも…いいえ…だからこそ私は諦めない。絶対に勝つ！それは約束です！これは新しいの始まる。

 

I can't believe that it's 6 months since I sat for SA2 2011. Time really flies. The seasons have passed...autumn gave way to winter and winter made way for spring. It doesn't matter that I didn't do as well as I wanted for term 1: this time I'll make sure I succeed.

 

After all, I promised. Surely we can't break promises; they were made on beautiful things. With the blithe blooming flowers, I will take what's rightfully mine...

Trusting

Sometimes in life, we seem to be crushed by so many problems and troubles. Things in life might seem so hard, and at times I wonder why I'm even here. In the midst of the most terrifying battles, we all can experience peace if we allow God to take the highest place.

www.biblestudyspace.com/profiles/blogs/castin.

There are so many things I don't understand in this world, but I really trust God to take care of things. He's been with me through the darkest points and brightest points in my life, and I know that He'll see me through tomorrow and till Jesus comes.

If you truly believe and ask God to come into your life, He will. God is greater than A.math...God is greater than physics...God is greater than failure...God is greater than ALL our problems. With God there is always a way, and all we need is faith.

I realised one more thing this year: it's not our merit that counts, but God's mercy. God's grace is sufficient for everyone; He's always good. If you've done your part, He'll fight the battle for you. I believe God...He's proven Himself countless of times.

With faith, I feel that I can continue fighting the good fight till Jesus comes.

W.I.N

This is it: I'm going to CRUSH them all. I've had enough smugness...if only time would fly faster than it's doing so now. But never mind that...I'll be able to leave this school soon enough. Ever since I was a 7 year old in primary 1 I felt that I was disinterested in school.

All I go there for is to make the grade; all my hobbies are not found at school anyway. Piano, singing, Japanese, otaku habits, calligraphy...school doesn't really offer things like that. That's why I want to get out ASAP.

SA1 is approaching, and with the blooming flowers I will reclaim my title. I promised, so I shan't lose.

勝つ！絶対に

私は諦めない

 I'll show them, since I've had enough of hearing those words. After all, I can do it if I try :)
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2/4

I shall not watch any spring 2012 anime on weekdays until the MYE examinations are over. Before MYE there're like over 5 tests, with E.math tomorrow... It's terrible but inevitable. But I'm happy about one thing: I've FINALLY found my footing. Since I'm technically a 3rd-year starting today, I've faced up to reality.

I take A.math, S.S, Lit, Chemistry and all those other subjects from now on! I'm not in denial anymore: this is the truth. Now I can finally start having the mindset of a secondary 3 student.

Since I have banned myself from anime till after MYE, I feel like posting anime pics.

Ayase Chihaya

Amaha Miu

Tachibana Kanade

Furukawa Nagisa